You sound like you need a vacation. A long, stressless, relaxing vacation. And didn’t you just say you wanted a girlfriend?
Well, the inter break will give me a chance to relax. Oh no, my dad thinks I need a girlfriend. I’m happily single.
Goodness. Well, I’m sorry about your parents, really. And on that note, I want you to support them right now, but I don’t want you to be stressed about something you don’t want to do, the whole healer thing… And Alice does miss you, but she’s found comfort in plenty of places, you don’t need to be there for her every time. You’ll do amazing on your audition, I know you. And what exactly do you mean you don’t like girls? They’re nice enough.
You don’t understand, Carson. I…I can’t disappoint them. I’m the perfect son, always have been and right now my dad doesn’t need someone to let him down. Even is Alice found comfort somewhere else, I’m his brother. Is my job to protect her and I failed. Reed should have a broken nose or at least a threat but I….I’m going to fuck up. I know it. I’ll ruin that audition, I’ll choke or something. Yeah, they are cool and whatnot but I don’t want one as my girlfriend.
My life. I lost control over it and now is just chaos and not a fun kind of chaos.
And how is your life so chaotic?
Oh well, my parents are getting a divorce and they both need me to be their support, so I have to be there for them. I have this stupid job at the library that I don’t really like but I took it cause my dad asked me too and I wanted to try and help Alice with the whole Reed thing but I did nothing cause I was too busy and I suck as a brother, I should be there for her but I can’t. I have this other job at the Three Broomsticks where I sing and I love it but then I have to go to my night lessons at St. Mungo cause my parents always told me that one day I’d be a healer and I do like it and shit but I am also preparing an audition for Julliard which is the collage of my dreams but I don’t even know how I’m going to tell my parents about that cause they are so proud of their healer son and now I just need a girlfriend and I’ll be perfect but god damn it I don’t even like girls and I can’t tell them about that either and I’m just loosing my mind and I just…
Fuck. I’m sorry. You didn’t…need to hear all that and…Shit, I’m sorry Carson.
Need some company, babe?
I need someone to save me.
Save you from what, exactly?
My life. I lost control over it and now is just chaos and not a fun kind of chaos.
Maybe you should try sleeping once in a while, then. I heard somewhere online that it’s a great cure to sleep deprivation.
But crazies aside, how are you, Frankers? I haven’t seen you around much.
I really don’t have time to sleep, I have to go from one place to another and take care of my two jobs and my studies cause I’ll become a healer soon and I’m preparing to audition for Julliard…I’ll sleep when I collapse.
What about you, Garrett?
Like when you hear a song and it reminds you of someone and you just…Want to crawl into a hole and listen it over and over even if it hurts just because it makes you feel so fucking happy at the same time and just….Damn, I’m talking none sense. Sleep deprivation is doing things to me…
Why should I discuss my sex life with an anonymous person?
How do I reply to this?
